• These words mark the beginning of this girls fall into the world of storytelling.

    Here, and until my tale has been told, I will record my progress. Here you will not find the story itself, but my life around it. Essentially this is me writing about writing, and recording pieces of my self and the world through my eyes. I hope to put something here rather regularly until I am done, be it one word alone or too many to be fun. A place to write when I have nothing to write about.

So you want to be a writer?

Days. And days….. and days. and Days. Losing days. It’s goddamn closing in on the end of August for Christ’s sake. The shadows on my eyes are getting darker. Circles sinking in, it’s turning black. A purple pouring heavy under my skin now. Every day I know, I see I’m drifting back. I am not … Continue reading

The Proust Questionnaire

I can’t sleep. I can’t sleep. I won’t sleep. It is day five of this madness and I give up. I will not lie here chasing dreams and trying to force that sleep that I know is not yet coming. So I am up, burnt out and beat and coming undone, but hell, I’m not … Continue reading

What do you mean? How do you know?

May. It is May. Holy mackerel! Somebody been stealing my time, yo. Things been happening in this life. Kerouac is still happening. I have now penned a whole 42 pages of On The Road. Working three jobs, studying, playing hockey (Go team!) and having one hundred and a million hobbies means Kerouac often gets pushed to the … Continue reading

Fitzgerald on fiction

February was a funny month. I spent it preoccupied with the wonders of working three jobs and being ill. Today I carried on with Kerouac and my progress of hand writing the thing out stands at 34 pages. I also just now stumbled across an article of advice from F. Scott Fitzgerald on how to … Continue reading

on the lam

It is the end of the first month of 2013 and amongst my many goals for this year I have indeed kept up with my Kerouac copying venture and am sitting on 25 handwritten pages of On The Road. My process has been to write a sentence at a time, period to period, and as … Continue reading

That’s so gay.

Sticks and stones can break my bones, but words can never hurt me – we all know it and I’m sure I wasn’t the only kid who tried to hide behind it when painful words were being thrown my way. Unfortunately, as we grow older we soon realise that these verbal insults and verbal abuses stay … Continue reading

The Gull & The Gun

Today my breakfast arrived via a very strange chat to a police person. When you watch a man of the law walk to your front door first thing in the morning one will find their mind cartwheeling through a lot of bad, terrible, dark thoughts. It was like I was watching all the people I have … Continue reading